counting down

With FIVE days left until Project: Argentina, I have come to realize that it is far easier (on me) to not ever say the actual words goodbye, and just say, "oh I'll probably see you next week" even though we both know that we won't.

Whatever, it's fine. it's the same old thing...if you wanna know how I am, write me and I'll write you back. 

if you don't write me, things will change plus I might be a little bitter about it, but with real friends it won't really matter, the friendship will still be there. And even if you do write, things will change anyways, that's just how it is; which is beautiful and terrifying all at the same time.